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pills [Dec. 25th, 2005|02:51 pm]

[Current Mood |relaxedrelaxed]
[Current Music |fhiaohfiahifaoi]

so i just fucked this guy for a bottle full of vicodin, i think i may have a problem....

but im high right now, so all is good.


i love these pills and i will probably do it again
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bitter pill(ode to vicodin and percocet) [Nov. 29th, 2005|05:35 pm]

[Current Mood |highhigh]

bitter pills
and sexual thrills
addiction made heavy
relations gone steady
incense burns
my stomache churns
no food only meds
whites,yellows and reds
conversation out of bliss
affection,warmth and a thick red kiss
addiction is my lover
opiates are my mother
never break away or i will insanly cry and cry
the come down is crashing from the sky
tingles and the itch
feinding and the twitch
no needles no smoke
just a bitter white pill now dont you choke
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(no subject) [Jul. 30th, 2005|05:04 am]

[Current Mood |determined]
[Current Music |the dandy warhols]

greetings..mod here.i know i keep changing my damn name but here iam..i tend to slack on this community even though it means a ton to me. anyone wanna be a co mod?
i see alot of folks have joined and im so happy..feel free to read my profile and add me if you want,i always want new friends.
im almost 4 months sober from vicodin and im doing ok...i do crave but i think im gunna be ok.
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I don't know why I'm posting this here (oddly enough xposted) [Jun. 10th, 2005|12:10 am]

Maybe triggering or something...pointless rant.Collapse )
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This is it! [Apr. 8th, 2006|05:30 pm]

[Current Mood |sadsad]
[Current Music |Don't Speak]

This is it..

Today is my last day of being an addict. I'm done, I'm sick of spending the money, i'm sick of lying to my family, i'm sick of not being able to lose weight and i'm sick of something else being in control of my life besides me.

I went to the health food store yesterday and bought some good vitamins and detox tea.

I'm starting on Saturday at 3pm. I'm staying at my friends house for 4 days and just taking valium and my vitamins.. I'm really really scared.. I've been taking them for 8 months, 7-8 pills a day. I know it's going to be hard, and I know i'm going to be sick. I just wish i had more people to talk about it with.

I'm just really scared, but yet I'm excited to finally be clean.. I'm just not sure i can remember what that feels like .

♥ Be Strong Everyone!!
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(no subject) [Dec. 29th, 2004|05:57 pm]

anyone know anything about nortriptyline hydrochloride ?
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(no subject) [Nov. 27th, 2004|01:26 am]
i love vicodin. i want more. yeah.
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(no subject) [Nov. 23rd, 2004|05:47 pm]

[Current Mood |excitedexcited]
[Current Music |NIN]

My community has just been reconstructed and we're looking for new members to join our elite group. if you think you have what it takes feel free to apply.

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(no subject) [Nov. 18th, 2004|10:35 am]

hey everyone. i normally dont do things like this but my community is really in need of new members and revival. so if anyones interested =D

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I guess I am a Vic Whore! [Sep. 29th, 2004|12:03 am]

Hey everyone, just joined this community. So here's a little intro. I'm 19, and my "Drug of choice" is obviously pain pills. I've lost friends because of this addiction and that hurts...Knowing these people I had known so long would just give up on me like they did and leave me out in the cold. I was just like a problem to them that they got rid of for their own good.

I started taking pills after my b/f broke up with me a year and a half ago. I didn't need love anymore if I had pills. It was like an awesome substitue and a great way to handle stress. When I got a new b/f I forgot about the pills until that relationship crumbled 7 months later. So of course I went back to what I knew would 'help' me.

They make me feel better...I love the euphoric high we all have experienced. Why can't we feel like that all the time? It's the best feeling. However, I feel so HORRIBLY guilty taking these pills... I think of Requiem for a Dream, and I don't want my life to end like those people's did. I don't want to be poor and alone or end up hurting my body...

My addiction isn't as bad as it used to be, but it's still there. It's so damn easy to get ahold of pain pills and so tempting, even if I try to resist. It's like seeing candy on the top shelf of a cupboard, telling yourself 'NO' but you always end up giving in later. "Just one, and no more, I promise" But you can't have just one.

Personally I think Percocet is better than Vics... for some reason I get sick off of Vics at times. Sometimes I get sick other times I'm perfectly fine.

Does anyone have any suggestions on how I can ease the nausea from taking Vics??

Thanks in advance,

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